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  <title>ladies and gentlemen, I’m glad you&apos;ve graced me with your presence</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 02:30:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Finals</title>
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  <description>So I&apos;ve reached a new level of procrastination. Instead of studying for my finals, I have dug up my livejournal, which I have not updated in for several years, and decided to write in it. Wow. Words can not describe my disappointment in myself. However, since I have already embarked on this journey into laziness and studious incompetency, I might as well enjoy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have this huge ass Italian final at 7 in the morning tomorrow. I understand most of the vocabulary and such, however as far as sentence syntax and grammar though, I am thoroughly fucked. It&apos;s far too late to learn any of the structure, so my only choice is to do my best to memorize hints and such. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On top of that I&apos;ve got my intro to digital media final later in the day. While I am not nearly as worried as I am for my Italian final, it&apos;s still a pain to know it&apos;s on the back burner. Long story short, I will not be getting much sleep tonight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The good thing is once tomorrow is over, I&apos;ll basically be done with the worst of it. I&apos;ve got another easy final on friday, then off to wrestle in the communist nation of Georgia on saturday. People on the team are talking about buying some bottles and throwing a party when we get back circa 2 or 3 in the morning, which sounds like a great idea until I think about the final I have on monday. That, and it&apos;s the last weekend of regular season fantasy football and I need to be in a sound state of mind if I want to win and make the playoffs, with the latter being totally more important to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For those of you that have read my LJ through the years, you&apos;ll notice one reoccurring theme: Corry. I don&apos;t want to leave my loyal LJ stalkers wanting, so I&apos;ll keep with theme by saying that I hung out with her last weekend, and it was a great time. I really hope I get to see her again soon, being that she is my best friend, very attractive, and brings out the best in me. Sappy? Yes, but not as sappy as my hormone driven raves about her in my previous posts. Don&apos;t believe me? Make like reading rainbow and don&apos;t take my word for it. Either way I don&apos;t give a shit, and either way I love her.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:54:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>but its a sweet fuckin car</title>
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  <description>happy new year to all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the hollidays were very generous to me, I am now a official owner of a PS3.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sawwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeettttt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah its consumed my soul just about, Its so friggen cool I cant stop messin around with it. I&apos;m a pretty big playstation nut now. I was really into it a while ago but then stoped messin around with video games for awhile. Now i got a psp and ps3....all i wanna do is buy crap for it. not exactly the best thing to get back into but hey, moneys gotta go somewhere besides college right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;speaking of college I hope I get into uf.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im excited for next year already. I&apos;m excited to start school and get out on my own. I&apos;m excited to come back for the holidays and enjoy it like a normal person would (and not have to worry about making weight or working out everyday). I&apos;m excited to come to a wrestling match and just watch for a change, instead of being out there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but I really cant complain about wrestling much either. the season has been flying by so fast and I have been doin awesome, I cant wait for states.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;school starts back again on wednesday. not that I care anyway, during wrestling season i dont even believe in school work. drop me a comment with your schedual if you got it, I got gov and econ honors first, AP english second, chem honors third, and wrestling fourth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im out, gonna worship the playstation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later~</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:45:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>we speak in different voices</title>
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  <description>Let me start thing off by saying this post is in reference to a time period in my life that is happy, joyous, blessed, and one of the best i have had in my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;phew&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hard to live up to that but lets see if i can do it.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first off I won class clown for senior sepurlatives, which is awesome. however I was more happy that me and corry got nominated for cutest couple. we didnt win but it was still a big deal and we were both happy knowing many of you agree that we are pretty friggen cute...I mean come on.....its stephen and corry, haha. I also got put up for senior of the month which is a very big accomplishment to me, im pretty stoaked to say the least.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;got accpeted into ucf, hell yes. If i dont make it into UF, at least i have a home in orlando where I must admit would have no problem going to, I really do like that school alot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wrestling. thats been my life. I havent been writing in here about it because I&apos;ve got a training log to record my adventures through the harsh and unforgiving season (overdramatic, yes) but it has been going well to say the least. I&apos;m still undefeated, won two tournaments, and am currently ranked number 1 the state. Yet another thing that really tickles my pickel.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is all covered with whip cream and a cherry by the fact that christmas is just around the corner, and I am very excited to just get through this last full week of school and spend time with my family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m mad happy right now, thats pretty much it in a nut shell</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:07:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;ve seen the dead arise</title>
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  <description>wrestling season just started, last go around for me. Its been weird getting back into it, it came on me so fast i dont think i was ready for it, i just got up the first day and went to practice almost like i never took a break. Its not necessarily a bad thing.....pre-season classic is already here and I have to admit I am in the nest shape I have ever been in at this point in the season. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dont think it will be that hard for me this year, not only am I so much more confident now then ever but I am more willing to put the work in simply because its so easy and familiar with me now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after doing it for the past four years thats about all you really can do with the work, its just grows on yo. becomes a part of your life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m gonna plow through everyone this year. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instead of being worried of tough matches coming up I find myself utterly excited for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the only idea that hasnt hit me yet is gettin back into cutting weight. I&apos;m not that far off, usually eight pounds over 119 after practices and I havent exactly been dieting. the pre-season classic will help me with that this friday I think, I&apos;ll drop to 125 and take it step by step.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its that time of the year. the time where I stow my life away for four months so I can take up the arms and go to war.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;see you guys in february&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its wrestling season</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:17:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>best week ever</title>
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  <description>VH1 should have me on their show cause this was one of the most memorable weeks i have ever had. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;monday- first day of the homecoming week, had alot of testing but iwas cool cause i wore my pajamas all day. also shoved 13 marshmellows in my mouth to win the lunch game&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tuesday- dressed up in my toga and had a blast at school, finished the day off by going to miami and seeing tito vs shamrock III. yes, it was kick ass&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wednesday- the clan and i had the best bumm set up ever. stole a shopping cart and bummed around the entire school, won the dress up contest. insanity games that night and had the most fun there, we came in second,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thursday- super hero day, alot of good stuff happend but it seems i have forgotten in my jubilation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday- corry and i had our TWO YEAR anniversary, gave each other gifts and basked in each others affection (wow that was mushy, but true). that night went out on the football feild for the court, turned out to be quite an experience. chilled with corry for the rest of the night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;saturday- the dance. went to steak and shake tahn wal-mart to carry on our tradition which was fun as always. the dance was mass fun and after we got the key to alex&apos;s vacant, old house to hang out. needless to say it was a good time and afterwards corry slept over.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today- slept in late to recover from the week and then went to the every time i die and chidods concert with corry in orlando. after the rock show got out we just walked around downtown disney.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and now here I am, to happy to sleep. tomorrow we have off and the clan is getting together, not to mention we also have friday off. three day weekend this week, three day weekend next week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with halloween around the corner, i dont know how much better things are gonna get~</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 22:11:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>blackula is in the house</title>
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  <description>so I hear your from outa town....wanna have a drink?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; everythings great, my birthday was awhile ago and 18 feels great. havent taken advantage of the XTC super center or any of the other fruits of age, but that time will come. however I did manage to have the best week ever. The proceeding week my friends threw a surprise party for me which was great.....I got the best friends in the world. the week after everyone came over for another party, went to daytona to hang out and came back for the night. once again,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my friends are amazing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Corry gave me the best gift however, droped like $300 bucks for my sorry ass. got me a PSP. I love her so much, shes the best. she really made everything 10X better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things are still getting better. friday is tomorrow and everyone is going to see jackass which is going to be sweet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if anyone wants to love life with me call me up sometime so we can chill with my B-A friends and my hip PSP</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 30 Aug 2006 00:07:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>lets get it on!</title>
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  <description>so I just got some tickets to UFC fight night 7 with Ortiz vs Shamrock III&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m amped as all hell</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 21:23:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>something isnt right, i see it in your face</title>
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  <description>and thats about it, please someone drop me some comments to prvoe LJ isnt a homicide victim~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;me and my friends hung out on sunday, it was so sweet. We havent all chilled in god knows how long, but we had a good time. For all of you not informed, we have been making a short movie and were gonna get it on youtube for everyones viewing pleasure, I&apos;ll fill you in as it finishes. anywho we did some of the flick, then went to famous phillis, talked about college and what everyone is doing, I think mostly everyone is gonna try to go UF so its chill. We went to see Pulse which sucked but we were the only ones in there so we could goof off and do whatever, julius tried to light one of the seats on fire&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;school has been alright, I really do like my classes so I cant complain. My favoirte is debbs (AP english), just cause I learn so mch from there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first off been pickin up wrestling again, tryin to slowly get down to fightin weight. I am so pumped for this year....I want a state title so bad and I know its so close. My dad talked to the head coach at UCF and he told my dad I am one of the top recruited wrestlers in florida, my dad said he seemed surprised i would even consider wrestling in florida, and should go out of state. I guess thats cool, I&apos;m gettin some exposure on that level which cant be to bad, right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey everyone, hows it goin? my life has benn pretty sweet lately</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 06 Aug 2006 05:12:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>whoa, I&apos;m losing hope. theres a hole in my heart thats been cut out of stone</title>
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  <description>Will you walk straight, not like them.&lt;br /&gt;To fool them in, make it seem like you&apos;re in trouble.&lt;br /&gt;Make a sound, fake it enough.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What made you so scared?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe you&apos;re mistaken for someone who cares.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you remember, remember,&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been trying to get back to the center.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m sure it&apos;s not like it was before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To make them drink, tell them that it&apos;s only water&lt;br /&gt;No one leaves &apos;till we figure this out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;What made you so scared?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe you&apos;re mistaken for someone who cares.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you remember, remember,&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been trying to get back to the center.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m sure it&apos;s not like it was before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Patience,&lt;br /&gt;Both we and our words are over produced by influence.&lt;br /&gt;By influence.&lt;br /&gt;Patience (patience),&lt;br /&gt;Both we and our words are over produced by influence (by influence),&lt;br /&gt;By influence (by influence).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m only asking:&lt;br /&gt;If you remember, remember,&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been trying to get back to the center.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m sure it&apos;s not like it was...</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jul 2006 05:23:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>cut...cut.....cut...cut.....</title>
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  <description>summer has really been flyin by, and sadly I have only been able to catch some glimpses of all of you through out the past two and a half months. however I shall fill you in on my life with something I have always wanted to do......VIA AN FAQ!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.) hows your summer been?&lt;br /&gt;     A.) my summer has been awesome, just got back from sounds of the underground with my good friend john and warped tour with corry. besides that just rackin up the cash at the beach lifegaurdin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2.) you still goin out with that one girl?&lt;br /&gt;    A.) yes, my and corry are still goin out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3.) hows wrestling?&lt;br /&gt;   A.) wrestling is over for the summer, went to a national tournament in virginia beach and did fair. also went to a week long camp in deland, I have gotten much better&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4.) when are we gonna chill?&lt;br /&gt;   A.) I work fridays, saturdays, and sundays till 5 so I can hang whenever. all anyone has to do is call, my new number is 237-4312.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.)is it true that you kicked a small dwarfish man in the stomach recently?&lt;br /&gt;   A.) ha! no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6.) if the oppertunity presented itself, would you kick a small dwarfish man in the stomach?&lt;br /&gt;   A.) sadly yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anymore questions just comment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much love~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S. new underoath killed your grandparents</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2006 18:34:27 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>There’s no sign of love&lt;br /&gt;I can see the faces&lt;br /&gt;underneath the smile&lt;br /&gt;everyone’s alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And they don’t believe you so&lt;br /&gt;no, they won’t believe you, no&lt;br /&gt;we are the only ones&lt;br /&gt;that won&apos;t let go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;get somebody else to&lt;br /&gt;tell you how you feel inside&lt;br /&gt;let it go, let it go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this seems so surreal&lt;br /&gt;keg of empty promise&lt;br /&gt;constantly I feel &lt;br /&gt;shaking in my bones&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And they don’t believe you so&lt;br /&gt;No, they won’t believe you, know&lt;br /&gt;am I the only one&lt;br /&gt;who hurts my soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Get somebody else to tell you how you feel inside&lt;br /&gt;and you let somebody else drag you down&lt;br /&gt;don’t fake it all, don’t fake it all&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re the leader in the basement &lt;br /&gt;let it go, let it go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m a fool at heart&lt;br /&gt;I’m weighted up against&lt;br /&gt;the cruelest of hearts&lt;br /&gt;I’m weighted up against&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sing sweet again&lt;br /&gt;I sing sweet again&lt;br /&gt;I sing sweet again &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don’t feel bad&lt;br /&gt;Do what you want no, no&lt;br /&gt;I want to believe you so&lt;br /&gt;Do what you want no, no&lt;br /&gt;Why should I feel so bad&lt;br /&gt;we’re keeping it no, no...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Get somebody else to tell you how you feel inside&lt;br /&gt;and you let somebody else drag you down&lt;br /&gt;But don’t fake it all, don’t fake it all&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re the leader in the basement &lt;br /&gt;let it go, let it go</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jun 2006 04:02:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>diseased by information, plagued by what we know</title>
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  <description>wow its been so long since I cranked this baby up for some good ol&apos; live journal madness. summer is here thank god, but sadly i havent had time to enjoy it. the first week i left for th keys with my dad, which wasnt as fun as it sounds. missed josh who i havent seen in 4 years which was very upsetting. however upon my return the clan and i rented broke back mountain and watched it a julius house.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;disturbing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but entertaining.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then I went off to wrestling camp. just came back today and let me tell you, I have never been so sore in my life. I pretty much beat eveyone there down, won the take down tournament and also took down this nine time AAU state champ 5 times, three of which in a row.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pretty funny cause he told everyone he could never be taken down........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway now I&apos;m back with my beautiful girlfriend, all beat up (black eye included) with her here to take care of me. shes the best.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now I can finally sit back and enjoy the summer~</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 11 Apr 2006 20:18:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>oh, how I&apos;ve been teething</title>
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  <description>so is LJ dead and gone or what? oh well, I&apos;ll update this for all the lovers out there that still throw props out to the good ol Livejournal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope everyone is havin a sick spring break, I know I am. I need some R&amp;R and I am enjoying it thoroughly. Yesterday was pretty good, surprised corry by taking her up to jacksonville to see the receiving end of sirens and a thorn for every heart. I felt bad though, I dont think she had that good of a time because she was sick but if she had any fun at all, it was more then worth it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had a good time with her, just being with her anywhere makes it perfect.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today I&apos;m just takin it easy. might hang out with the clan later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;until then I am just chillin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~love me lovers</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 27 Feb 2006 03:19:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;ve over heard this once, it has gone on before. its one in the same...</title>
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  <description>&lt;em&gt;&quot;what made you so &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;scared&lt;/font&gt;?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;maybe you&apos;re mistaken for someone who cares&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;if you remember (&lt;font color=&quot;#00ffff&quot;&gt;remember&amp;nbsp;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;), I&apos;ve been tryin to get back to the center&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I&apos;m sure it&apos;s not like it was before...&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:21:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>saturn will not sleep until the sand has made us clean</title>
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  <description>its over, the hours of long practice and work. the pain and injuries, the pressure, the sacrifices. finally it reached its climax this weekend at the state tournament.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everything I worked for this year was practice leading up to this, and I would finally be able to see just where i stood against the states finest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and if i was actually one of the states finest.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my father told me around december that I was one of the best in the state, and all I had to do was believe. I dont really know if I took his advice to heart, week after week I looked at the state rankings to see me absent and when I did get there, I wasnt very high.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no, I didnt really believe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but something clicked in my head, around the time I first stepped on the mat in the lakeland center. I realized it didnt matter to me where I was ranked, what anyone thought or how good anyone was coming into this tournament. it didnt matter what was expected of me or what wasnt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but that I loved what I did, and that I loved being out there and winning the tough matches. and that I was going to have fun this tournament, despite all the pressure and expectations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and thats what I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had so much fun that I found myself in the consolation final, beating a kid from miami 4-3 to take third, and I loved every intense, pressure filled moment of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cant describe it, i dont think it has set in quite yet. I am one of the top 3 in the state.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so grateful to everyone that has pushed me along, and so proud of what I have accomplished.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now I know what it feels like to be one of the best~</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:07:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>scream the word that save us all.....</title>
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  <description>this is the start of the end for so many things.....my sacrifice, my pain, my dedication, my failures.....my accomplishments, my joy...this is where it counts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cant stop looking back at what seems like now, a brief second in time, but in reality has been more then four months of my life consumed by this all. I cant complain, I have done so much this year and gotten so much better, but this is where everything I have poured out of my essence and into this melting pot of commitment counts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its hard to fathom just what is on the line, one screw up in your match could send your entire season up in smoke. I would know, I have done it the past two years and nothing hurts more then watching everything you have worked for slowly fade along with the last seconds on the clock. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t want to feel that this year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m sick of failing, and the pain, and the hurt, and the let down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this year is going to be different&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope~</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 01:03:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>so put your faith in modern steal</title>
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  <description>wow things have been flyin by, I cant keep up with this pace. Blink my eyes for a second and now here we are, rotary tournament is already here. I am so excited for this thing, maybe a little nervous, but the thought of snagging first at this tournament would as prestigious to me as anything, except a state title. As fast as everything has been going this is one of the things I have been looking forward to, and want to win so so bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you guys have been keeping up, we have been kickin some serious ass. last week we pounded seabreeze and matanzas, and yesterday we murdered new smyrna. Everyone should come, either tomorrow or saturday to see and support us, we have been working so hard...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;however&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;despite this whirlwind of events, I cant stop thinking about her in slow motion. At random times in the day I catch myself thinking about her and how shes got it tough right now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;baby I love you so much, I&apos;m always here for.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I promise</description>
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  <lj:music>Thrice-Of Dust And Nations</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:18:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>we waited seven hours by the sea, for the taste of ecstasy</title>
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  <description>hey everyone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy new year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cant say im gonna miss 2005, it was a rather nasty year with the hurricanes and god knows what other natural disatsers, I lost count after hurricane 85.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anywho, 2006 seems to be a year for oppertunity, the state tournmanet is around the corner and I am getting better and better everyday. I cant wait for it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while we are on the subject of wrestling, last week we won the sunshine open, I am so proud of the team because we beat some tuff teams, and that was without a 112 or me. I got hurt at the tournament, got blacked out and had to default out. it was horrible for me, but its good to know the team can still open up a can even though I cant be there to score for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow is also our match against matanzas. pshhh, its not even gonna be a match really. its just gonna be slaughtering, line em up one by one and have em come out to be pounded into the mat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;right now I am not to happy about it, cuttin weight is so bad I hate it, and for what? to beat up on matanzas......*cries*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anywho&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM GONNA GET CHELSEA LEAKE SOMETHING BECAUSE SHE IS FREAKIN SICK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im gonna go now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;peace~</description>
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  <lj:music>my american heart-we are the fabrication</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Dec 2005 03:49:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ho ho ho.....</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;m&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;e&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;r&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;r&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;y &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;c&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;h&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;r&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;i&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;s&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;t&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;m&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;a&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;s&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;I wish everyone on livejournal a merry christmas and hope everyone had a really good holiday. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;one thing I am thankful for this holiday season: corry, the one thing that makes everything right, and the only thing that makes everything perfect&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I love you baby&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:52:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>you better pull over and stop at staples so i can get a pencil and paper to write that down....</title>
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  <description>wow what a week&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As you all know this week was the last week of school and now we are on Christmas break. Finals were ok I guess, pretty sure I got a C in math which is upsetting cause I haven’t had a C in about 6 years. Its ok I guess, I&apos;ve been really focused on wrestling lately and that is pretty much the reason why this week was so overwhelming.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday was our dual meet against Lake Mary. We pretty much blew them out of the water, but I had a tuff kid who was a state qualifier and the team’s best kid. I was nervous the whole week thinking about it, and gave him more credit then what he was worth; I stuck him in the second period.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday and Saturday was the big one though, the Lyman Christmas tournament. All of the best Orlando teams were there like St. Cloud and Olympia, and we weren’t predicted to even place in the top 5. Plus there was a team from Oregon that was second in the state too, no one expected us to make any noise......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But we did, because we won the damn thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone did so well, and I am proud of everyone there. It was a team effort, and it feels so good to know that everything is coming into place. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other exciting thing is the fact that I won as well, and I am so happy that I did. I beat a kid from Oregon that was ranked number one in the state, and also the coach’s son. Funny thing is my dad didn’t tell me all of this until after the match because he didn’t want me to get nervous. He also didn’t tell me that my win is what would have made or break our first place finish....talk about pressure lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But we did it, I did. We rose above everyone else and I can’t wait till we can get our next chance to beat some more ass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later~</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:16:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I can have such a filthy heart, sometimes</title>
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  <description>well this week has been eventful I think&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but I sure am stoaked its over. I had to make flat 119 twice this week and you better velieve it was all of a bitch and a half. wednesday we went against deland, and we smoked em as predicted. I had the fastest match of the night, stuck my kid in 34 seconds, and I dont think thats too bad. It was so packed, thanks to everyone that came and I hope you guys enjoyed the slaying that went on. I think that might be the most people I have seen in those stands&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yesterday was the shutout of atlantic, those fuckers. sadly I didnt have a match, the coach was cheap and was afraid to put a kid against me cause they knew I would tear him to ribbons, so they bumped him up to wrestle TJ. yeah well, TJ beat him anyway......yeah, we&apos;re raw.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last night was also my dads 300th career victory, I am prooud of him. It feels good knowing that you&apos;re a part of something that big and while it does put some pressure on you, im looking surmounting it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway next match is wednsday against lake mary, I&apos;m gonna have a hard match so all you guys need to come a cheer for me. please? pretty please?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;enough about wreslting, lets talk about my hot girlfriend corry that comes to my matches and makes me feel like a million bucks. yeah she sure is grand, gee golly I think I love that girl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today is also my good friend julius&apos;s birthday party, so everyone comment and say &quot;julius you big asian bastard, I love you, lets bone. and happy birthday&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah happy birthday bro, cant wait for the party today&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later~</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 04:08:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>are you feeling fine? you&apos;ll be coming clean tonight....</title>
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  <description>havent been online for awhile, sorry to all of those weekly readers of stephen&apos;s LJ digest. but dont get your panties in a bundle, I&apos;m back and here to give you the DL on things&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really havent been up to too much, just wrestling. We had our first real meet on saturday, where we had 5 dual meets. out of 5, I won all of them, and beat one kid that was third in the state. And as for the team, we dethroned state champs cardinal gibbons, it was so awesome. We didnt beat oviedo, but we sure as hell made a statement, and they know we are going to be trouble.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I noticed something else too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The past two years I have been looking on at all these state placers and state qualifiers and have been intimidated by them. I didnt really know where I stood in the mix, if i was good enough to compete at that level. but this weekend I saw what I could do, and I noticed that I am there, I am at that level. It feels so weird, like I found some new level in myself that i didnt know was there before, and it feels good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and it wasnt just in me, but in the entire team. we all came into the tournament not knowing how we would do, but we came out seeing just big of contenders we really were.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one things for sure, we are going to be making some noise this year in the state, I am so excited for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;our next match is this wednesday vs deland. its gonna be a total ass kicking, and plus its free for students so all you guys need to come ok? some signs that say &quot;stephen is the best&quot; or &quot;I&apos;m having stephen&apos;s baby&quot; are good too. abe, julius, the second sign is hinted for you.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway, I am tired and im gonna have a long week&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so I&apos;ll see ya later~</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Nov 2005 02:28:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>if it starts to fill, then we will just shut it off again</title>
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  <description>ochies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my footie wootie hurts biggie wiggie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no for serious I couldnt even walk on it at practice. I think its infected or something but I hope it gets better because I need to get my weight down so I can eat on thanksgiving, that sure would be grand. It sure is a bitch though, practice was so hard with it, and my dad just bitched at me all practice for working slow. and now? its in a pot of really hot water, with epsonsalt. I guess this is gonna help but right now I am hateing life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Xneversaydie [6:15 PM]:  my foot hurts&lt;br /&gt; GameOvaZ9 [6:16 PM]:  why &lt;br /&gt; Xneversaydie [6:18 PM]:  infected&lt;br /&gt; GameOvaZ9 [6:18 PM]:  thats sucks balls with elephatitis&lt;br /&gt; Xneversaydie [6:19 PM]:  lmao&lt;br /&gt; Xneversaydie [6:19 PM]:  thats the best thing I herd all day&lt;br /&gt; Xneversaydie [6:19 PM]:  we are so chillin this weekend&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love my friends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we got class rings today, mine looks pretty fine if I do say so myself. John got a sick one as well, good times in the media center lookin back on stuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we had our first match last friday, well preseason anyway. we killed em pretty bad, but that was expected. I crushed my kids pretty bad too, and that too was expected. What isnt expected however is when we take out oviedo in two weeks, and let me tell you, I&apos;m so ready to beat my oviedo kid into next week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m gonna place at states this year, I know it. I want nothing more then that, and thats all that has been on my mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;through all this sacrifice and hard days to come, I&apos;m gonna thrive and rise above it all, and I cant wait for my next opportunity to prove that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later~</description>
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  <lj:music>the bled-hotel coral essex</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 Oct 2005 02:28:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>junk in my trunk..on your leg.....on your face</title>
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  <description>hi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;been awhile, it has. i havent been doin much of anything lately, just been goin to practice and stuff. already been through a week, and its pretty tuff, I was so sore on saturday. but the good thing is i can tell its all comming back to me. by november llth, everything will be back to me and I&apos;ll be ready to make some poor bastards life miserable....but in the nicest way possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;phew&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anywho&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;halloween is tomorrow, I&apos;m so stoaked. all week there has been monster movies on TV and it gets me so excited for halloween, tomorrow is gonna be sick. Loathor (my gorilla suit) and I are gonna hit the mean streets and scare the shit out of some kids, its gonna be fun for the whole family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ummmm, so I love corry, a lot. even though she is abusive, I still love her more then anything. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Im gonna tickle her now....ok that was fun....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she means everything to me, i dont know what i would do with out her&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im gonna go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hang out with her some more because shes amazing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later~</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 14 Oct 2005 02:47:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>and even when your hope is gone....</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;wow what a day today was, this has to be one of the best I have had in awhile, largely in part to the fact that&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#33ccff&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;it was me and corrys one year anniversary. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;dang that is such a long time, but it has to be the best time I have had in my life. This past year has been &lt;font color=&quot;#cc66cc&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;amazing&lt;/em&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt; &lt;/em&gt;and I have no regrets, corry is my everything. I couldnt ask for anything more. Shes simply &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#33ff33&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;perfect.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;after the wreslting meeting after school I layed out my very elaborate method of giving her her gifts, lol like a large scavanger hunt. she liked it even though she got lost a few times.....lol. I gave her the gifts which she also liked, then we went back to my house and hung out for a bit. Before we went to dinnerwe went to her house and she gave me her gifts which I loved. Went to dinner at joes, corry almost died from being so stuffed, came back to my house and just layed around and talked in the dark.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and then I droped her off at her house, which was about 30 minutes ago. She is so amazing.....I cant get over how much I love her.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;********************************************************&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The other reason today was awesome was the wrestling meeting after school. I am so excited for this season, our first match is november 11th, its oue preseason classic against pasco, st. augustine, and first coast. I cant wait to get out there and annhiliate someone, I am so stoaked. Our schedual looks pretty intense too, I cant wait at all just to get back into the room.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then there is cutting weight.......which is gonna suck but like last year corry helps me a lot through that.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cause I &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;love &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;her&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;and she is the best thing ever&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;nuff said&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;night~&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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